more understanding.
i have not been drinking. mostly out of love for my body and mental health.
i don’t wanna be cloudy right now. i need all my wits about me.
but now i understand why my father is such a weirdo. my pops goes out a lot, love to go to clubs and see music etc. but he hasn’t drank in over 30 years. now i know why he is the fidgety annoying antisocial bastard he is. it is hard to find your place in a room full of yelling drunk people.
my god. i guess i just have to stay at home during my sober time. being sober makes the nights so hard and long, but the days sunny and bright.
i’ll take sunny and bright.
